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November 26 吉它来了 经过两个多月，吉它终于来了。 虽然晚了不少，而且指版上面的字太小了，其他都很满意。 那个手工的大箱子就已经值不少钱。 打开一看，真是可爱的吉它。 连上音箱以后，发现声音好像不对，非常失望。 绝望前，发现吉它后面有个放电池的地方。 看来我是落后了，EMG PICKUP什么时候开始要电池了。 连电以后，没开大声，但EMG就是EMG，如果你只要DISTORTION，他就是最棒的PICKUP。 另外，今天公司有FIRE DRILL，被老板拖着走了31层楼梯，现在站着都困难。 说起走楼梯，他说上次地震，全部人都走了，剩下几个做PAYMENT的还在那里，然后他也留了下来。 从管理角度，这样实在很失败。 但，不管他是什么样的人，什么MANAGEMENT的STYLE，在那种情况下还留下来，让我想到了沉船的船长之类的精神。 反正，很让人敬佩啊。 如果再发生，我应该也会留下吧。不过主要因为，死也不想再下31层楼了.......== 乱弹了一下新吉它, for those who knows guitar, please don't mention how i can't play anymore, i know i suck, i haven't touch guitar for years... just look at the guitar... http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMTM0NDgzMDc2.html November 25 Another Week.. Well Not Quite Yet There's alot of things i wanted to say, but i got my desktop now i/o the dodgy laptop, so i've actually got stuff to do besides blogging. 首先，说说吃。 最近很沉迷中式快餐。 很了不起的东西。 好吃，便宜，快。 最近家附近开了一家15块能吃饱的，震撼了半天，结果这几天又发现一家24小时免费送餐的。 来了上海3个月，终于发现了油条的影子。 可惜这店的饭有够难吃的，除了油条还凑合，其他实在不敢恭维。 再者，附近还发现了一家茶餐厅，虽然不太地道，但是滑蛋牛肉和萝卜糕还是不错的。 好了说完吃，最近在掏宝上弄了一大堆莫名其妙的东西。 连公司MAIL ROOM的人都说，怎么你那么多包裹。 可惜该死的吉它还没到，都已经2个多月了。 小猫最近很不安分，半夜叫得人睡不了觉，可能是天气太冷了吧。 昨晚5：30把厨房弄得天翻地覆，我就把它放了出来。 结果在房间里跑来跑去，我就把它放进了猫袋子里，拉起拉练的时候还被它狠狠的抓了一下，血都喷了出来。 把猫袋子再关进抽屉里面，白天醒来它居然又坐在原来的位置看着我。 真是只可怕的猫，感觉像拿着奇迹生还类型的魔术表演。 而且昨晚5：30还有人按我门铃，真倒霉死了。 最后，我要开始修假了。 还有5天。 准备先用2天加周末去北京，再用3天加周末去大连。 还是3天北京，两天大连。 反正都是要去的地方。 北京，应该是下星期五。 得计划一下了。 November 21 Different Kind of OT My shipment arrived on friday. I went home during lunch to collect it. I got home, realized that i left my keys at work (all thanks to the secured work place policy, which will fine me if i dont lock my draw). Anyway, end up getting a lock smith to open it for me. Decide to finish early on friday night. Manage the leave the building by 8pm (very early for this week). Got home, had food, spent the next 7 hours unpacking and arranging the furniture. End up having to clean up as well since the house was quite messy (you need to clean up daily to maintain a reasonable hygene standard in shanghai)... Bought a pair of speakers for my PC today. Very happy with the setup. Manage to fit them 3 cubic meter worth of stuff into the room and still have heaps of spaces to move around. Now, i need an adoptor for the Eturn table.. and about 5-6 guitar cables to hook everything up, then i'll have a complete home studio ready to go... Only thing is, my back hurts from houses of moving stuff around.. November 20 Adredeline Rush....First month, i thought going home at 8 is a nightmare....
Second month, i got over it. Going home at 9 was pretty bad tho...
Third month, i went in a couple of weekends, Going home at 10 wasn't chinese mythology anymore..
Now days...
Well last night i got a msg from my boss.
"Jason, go home before 11:30, investigation takes time, don't put too much stress on yourself."
Well, at least i finally out-overtime him.
After all he left 6pm sharp on Tuesday, after our OT battle, where as i stayed till 11...
Anyway, it was snowing outside today for a few minutes.
It made my day....
I went out 8 hours later with my sleezes rolled up...
Wasn't that cold at all...
Suppose deal checking does get you high... November 17 加班加得HIGH加班加到12點半﹐還是加不過老闆。
魔羯就是厲害﹐早上7點多過來還能加到12點多﹐是血統問題嗎﹖~~
週末去了蘇州﹐天府之國啊﹗
哪天有錢了﹐一定會去那裡隱居的。有人喜歡白色的圍欄﹐有人喜歡粉紅的牆紙﹐我就只要一片竹林﹐一片柳林就好打發了。好想當古人啊。一個有網上的古人。拿著竹卷.... 說起竹圈﹐最近一直在搞COST EFFECTIVE的東西﹐要是開始提倡古文﹐應該能剩很多東西吧。CONFIRM SETTLEMENT可以回﹐然。感覺很棒呢。
還在陶寶上看見漢服﹐哪天得去定一套﹐再弄個古琴回來。叫外賣的時候﹐能把人嚇死吧。
這幾天瘋狂的掏了一堆東西﹐電熱毯﹐羽絨衣﹐大衣﹐皮手套﹐暖爐﹐掏寶真是偉大啊﹐EMS也很偉大﹐還有支付寶﹐阿里汪汪﹐都是了不起的發明。比可憐的EBAY好多了....
很忙亂的一天﹐沒什麼值得說的﹐不過多少算充實。
晚上老闆說要全TEAM陪我一起加班﹐然後說你們去買些吃的吧﹐也幫其他人買點﹐結果大家以為老闆請客。結果.....他沒有。很尷尬的都拿錢出來付。
明天要一早跑去一個叫寶山的地方﹐清點我寄過來的東西﹐然後週末就可以送過來了。
終于不用被冷死了﹐小貓也可以有玩耍的空間了。
我的超級保暖衣服到了﹐很爽﹐爽得那麼冷的天都可以出汗。
而且穿上這衣服﹐就會情不自禁的FLOW起來﹐說出一些很GANGSTA的東西....
困死了﹐少了一個休息的週末﹐回來時候卻也少了那種週末要結束的空虛。
以後週末得多出去走走﹐呆家裡太消磨意志了。
那只貓現在越來越會叫了﹐三更半夜﹐煩死了﹐而且它的零食快沒了﹐到時還真不知道怎麼騙它回它房間。
麻煩啊。
再冷點拿來弄個龍虎鳳好了。 November 13 下一個低潮離開了家﹐就開始看不清楚前面的路了。
好像那個人打開了FOG OF WAR﹐遠方一片朦朧。
前段時間總能看見屋頂有條繩子涼著﹐沒有那種衝動或者權力﹐但想想還是挺HIGH的。
好累啊。
一個星期都沒有睡超過4個小時。
沒日沒夜的忙了3個多月﹐好像完全沒辦法說服自己。
一直覺得自己是個脾氣很好的人。
可是﹐最近開始有了爆發的衝動。
算了﹐去蘇州混一個週末﹐平靜平靜大腦。
如果要玩下去﹐我會奉陪的。 BRING IT ONIF YOU WANNA PLAY BALL, WE'LL PLAY BALL....
被人當猴耍了2個小時....
PS 鬧鬧也有不准的時候啊﹐小紅花﹐明明是小黑叉.....
PSS 慢慢的看著500多份簡歷﹐恢復心情中。 November 11 Upload Upload Upload....I stayed back till 11 last night. Got alot of things done.
So, today, i thought, fuck it, i'm go home early.
Left at 7. Got home, spend a hour recoarding a video for the talent show. I know it's cliche for guitar playing people to say, i can write a song in 10 minutes, well, i didn't even use 10 minutes, just drop down something random and record on top of things... 1 hour all up for recording.
Anyway, i got a data cable from ppl at work, manage to send all the picture i've taken in past months into my PC.
I guess now you can have a much more graphic understanding of my everyday life.
On the side note, people at work posted me and her email address onto this uni forum looking for interns. I got her to deleted yesterday since there's just TOO DAM many people applying. Up till end of today, i got at least 500 resumes its crazy.
Wierd how people attaching studio photos to their resume. Not like 1 ID photo in their resume, i mean full size studio photos or everyday photos along with their resume. I really don't see any necersity in that... AT ALL.
Anyway, i'm going to sleep.
Cat's been good today. Ran around for 20 minutes like a headless chicken, then just lie around and being nice. If it can keep it up, I probably won't need to lock it up in the kitchen in the future.
PS it's been crazy outside with the massive storm... actually it's just the wind... definitely not a good place to leave by weather... apparent there's been a small scale earth quark happened over the weekend as wellk... November 07 Messy WeekThis is a seriously a bad week. Very messy, very confusing, above all.. shit happens. If you see someone requesting for something and you couldn't find it, you should try to find it, if not at least tell someone right? Bah, some people just can't figure shit out.
WTF.... Did a terrible presentation, so crap i wanted to destroy all the evidence..... definitely need to spend time practising in the future. It's hard enough doing presentation on things your not so sure about, in a language that your not so sure about, above all, it made it alot worse presenting in a full on porshy place with a group of snobby locals...== Still missing alot of things, still have great inertia to actually stay back and do something beyond day to day stuff (That's if i can manage to finish day to day stuff on day to day bases). Nothing waits for you. I really need to spend sometime thing about what to do next, maybe a work journal would help. Suppose to go to this walk host by Citibank accross the whole century park today, Suppose to get up at 8 and go there. I had a dream about waking up 10 realised that i missed it and went back to sleep. When i actually woke up, i look at the clock. My stupid clock doesn't let me differentiate between 8 o'clock and 12:40... so i thought bah, it almost looked like 8 in the morning. Then i start to wonder why my alarm didn't wake me up. And i got my phone out, the time shows 8 as well, and i thought hmmm, i must've change the time setting on the phone by accident last night when i was setting the alarm... then 5 minutes later the alarm rang.. i was like WTF... it's actually 8??!?!?! Never had a dream so real and convincing before. End up missed out on the walk, sorry boss, I hope no one else turn up..... PS i'm going to suzhou next weekend. Can't find anyone to go with, even when it's an all paid for trip.
November 03 空白的週末﹐天氣﹐談話﹐生活好久沒寫BLOG﹐以為沒有心情﹐沒有時間﹐也沒有東西寫。
工作還是繼續著﹐一個人來一個人走﹐BACKUP完再BACKUP﹐總歸開始習慣。
老闆還是繼續的莫名其妙﹐一個人走﹐一個人來﹐讓人搞不清楚狀況。或許覺得﹐自己挑選的總比硬塞過來的好吧。
週末過得很快﹐周六打掃﹐休息﹐看了篇到最後太監掉的網絡小說。上班族小說﹐沒什麼可說﹐打發時間卻不錯。
周日都不記得怎麼過的﹐2點醒來﹐吃飯﹐上網﹐5點多去超市買了些東西。忽然想喝啤酒﹐受到小說影響吧(我還真是容易被小說影響的人)﹐買了回來﹐喝了兩瓶﹐跑去睡覺﹐2點多醒來﹐喂貓﹐繼續睡覺。睡到8點半。週末就過去了。
屋子氣溫正常﹐廁所我一直開著窗口﹐開門一進去﹐感覺去了另外一個國家。好像地面都結冰了﹐什麼世界嘛﹐昨天還快30度﹐今天居然就到悉尼的嚴寒氣候了。還好﹐只是悉尼的冬天﹐沒什麼大不了的﹐雖然比較冷﹐可是還是能適應的範圍﹐反而不少同事忽然就病了。
中午﹐和大老闆吃了頓飯。很好吃的日本餐館﹐價錢在國內來說算貴﹐中午套餐都快100一人﹐公司大樓裡面布滿了這種高價餐館==﹐為什麼悉尼就只有ICHIBAN和WAGAMAMA﹖
很愉快的午飯﹐感覺3個月﹐沒有白熬﹐起碼有一個能理解的人。一個30幾歲能成為O&T HEAD的人﹐確實不簡單。隨便一句話就能把事情描述清楚。讓人感覺到了實際的差距﹐我現在的能力也只能騙騙涉世未深的小朋友而已。要努力啊。怎麼樣都好﹐很感動於被理解的感覺﹐她給的建議是﹐找個朋友﹐多抱怨一下工作的壓力﹐有空多回家﹐不然遲早崩潰。
記下了最經典的一段話"In this country, alot of people will try to 陷你,some of them do it out of malice, the other do it out of ignorance. It's not their fault, it's simply their culture, it's communism. They grew up knowing that if they want to survive, they have to beat you down... they can't see anything beyond themselves...
希望一切都能像她期望的一樣吧。
目前面對的可是一個很可怕的目標呢。
不多說了﹐明天被SALE的人拉去做PRESENTATION﹐隨便寫了一點﹐等下睡覺前得寫完。很莫名其妙的要去跟某某CORPORATE講IRS的OPERATION PROCESS。大學以後處了過來這裡做了一個關於RPC的PRESENTATION以後﹐從沒做過什麼PRESENTATION﹐POWERPOINT都不怎麼會用。算了﹐努力點﹐看看哪天有沒有機會混去做SALES好了==。 October 31 What the cat wants....Life is full of surprises...
When i got this cat, the people gave me a some biscuits in a plastic bag and 2 dodgy looking cans of cat food.
I thought, bah, this is shit.
Should never judge the book by its cover=+=...
The can food stinks like hell.. i need to bleach my hand everytime i feed the cat.
I was busy last week and got Whiskas from down stairs... and the cat hated it...
Today, i got up before 10:30, just to order cat food, and as i was browsing the website, the dodgy can food turn out to be japanese (wants with shanghainese's obsession with japnese stuff anyway... even a cat wants japanese food==)
The biscuits in plastic bag turn out to be french....
Bah these people must really LOVE their cats... Quick update...Received an email about weather change over the weekend.
I was like yeah whats wrong with you people, send out weather forecast on month end.
Saturday 30 - 21 degrees..
Sunday 28 - 20 degrees...
Monday 12 - 8 degrees WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!
It's not a joke on me either==
What the hell is wrong with this place.... October 28 天空 + 工作每次在公司吸煙﹐我都習慣性的看看頭頂那一小片天﹐告訴自己那是屬於我的。
這個習慣從MAQUARIE的日子開始﹐那段時間和現在很像吧。
加班中的加班﹐八點半吃兩片TOAST開始工作﹐一直到12點下樓﹐去對面吃超級棒的LAKSA (現在還是很懷念﹐離開以後就再也不吃LAKSA了。)﹐然後吸煙。
那時在大樓後面的小巷﹐沒有什麼歸宿感。好像不知道自己在扮演誰﹐也不知道幾個月以後會發生什麼事情。心理參差著僥倖﹐優越﹐不安﹐和疲憊的感覺。(回頭看看﹐MARGIN LENDING OPERATION好像沒什麼好優越的。)
然後去了WESTPAC﹐很短暫的一個星期。沒有在簡歷上存在過的空白日子。當時感覺﹐再做一個星期應該會自殺吧... 記得那時候公司在一條比較窄小的街道﹐對面也是古老的樓房﹐身邊一群吸煙的同事...那一個星期都是陰天﹐沒有下雨﹐卻壓抑得很。
跟著跑去CITI﹐還是喜歡自己吸煙﹐還是一個人。相當空曠的街道﹐沒有什麼顧慮。有時在門口買杯咖啡﹐有時匆忙的跑去麥當勞。有時純粹需要一個消化疲倦的5分鐘。那時候﹐天是晴朗的。哪怕是沒有過MONTHEND的SWAPTION VOL﹐讓整個亞洲的FINANCE CONTROL回來加班﹔沒有溝通清楚而休假被人惦記了一個星期﹔還是少付了300MIO美金﹐被人索賠26萬鋼幣的利息... 天氣還是很好呢。
現在﹐在江邊﹐看著常年迷漫著大霧的夜上海﹐忽然有點感慨。
人就是這種在回憶積累中成長起來的吧...
今天面了兩個新人﹐感覺公司招人跟愛情很像。
總有一個你喜歡的﹐和喜歡你的。
有一段時間做過深刻的市場調查﹐可是至今還是不知道怎麼選擇。
公司喜歡的﹐不一定會忠心於公司。
喜歡公司的﹐不一定能用﹐而且﹐也不一定忠心於公司。
這裡的HR公司以前或許混過KGB還是CIA吧﹐反正消息靈通得可怕。
手頭上還那了一堆簡歷﹐慢慢看看好了。(雖然沒打算要...)
國內面試﹐似乎還是用同一模式的問題﹐還以為會出現一些有中國特色的問題呢。 October 27 Not Happy.....Well,. actually not really.
Just can't remember what happy's like.
Well, actually not really.
Just can't remember what happy's like.
I used to be able to define it pretty well.
Sunday afternoon, unbrushed hair, jamed up cloth with smoke stain, with a cigarrete in the mouth, driving my WRX to get 2 days worth of chinese takeaway from Kingsford.
On the other hand, getting smashed on a saturday morning, to the tune of smoke on the water and playing guitar out loud with all effortors connected is not so bad either.
I like, to indulge myself in depression. Well, the problem is, there's nothing that really depresses me either. Life is life, it's shit, and it goes on, doesn't bother me much. Well not for more than 20 minutes on a Sunday night anyway...
I used to be a very materialistic person. I used to want alot of things, but they all slowly deteriorated from my life weeks after they've actually entered my life.
I was quite impressed by my hotel for the first week; pretty happy with my room (with all the furnitre and SH!T), for the first week; absoluted hated this city, for the first month; couldn't stand anything on TV/radio, for the first 20 years of my life...
Slowly, everything stopped having effect on me.
Now I really don't know what I want. I know what I should want though, suppose that makes it a bit better. For myself, and people around me anyway...
It's quite ironic how I was still laughing at that little kitty, now i know that i'm no better. I sign up for things I never wanted to do, turn up to places that I never wanted to stay, meeting people that
i'm counting my biological clock for it to end.
What's worse is the fact that in the back of my mind, I can fine excuses for myself to justify all these acts of complete waste of time.
Now, life really shouldn't go on like that.
I'm already 1/3 way to the end (opticmistically speaking that is, i'll probably die of lung cancer within next 20 years..), what's next?
I can continue to be a bum. Lie there with unbrushed hair on weekends and watch talk shows, or I can SORT MY LIFE OUT.
Yes, that's the word of the day... it's also the word of the year for 2005-2006 in this blog (Need to say it with a british accent to make it sound right tho).
I will not die like this...
Conclusion,
1. This is a self reflection blog.
2. Jason wants change, but he still can't stand obama..
3. It's disturbing how I managed to think about so much given the 12 hour day full on life.
4. It's nice to see a bit of my old-self is still in me.
PS Cat is such annoying aminal, very pretentious...
PSS Got charged 4k import tax due to delay of my residence permit, i shall save that 4k back by cutting expense on buying people food and late night taxi trips that can not be reimbursed.
PSSS This one person at work is driving me crazy, i will knock her out cold if she promise not to bite. October 26 一個週末又過了星期五﹐原來約了去朋友的生日會。7點半左右下班﹐再有朋友打電話過來約吃飯。
都很想去﹐可是﹐最後居然莫名其妙的被公司的人拉著在那裡打3國殺打到10點。
終于學會了。
沒有想象中的好玩。
可能因為接觸過MAGIC卡片吧﹐不過對于一套牌就能讓8個人有那麼多的組合和變化﹐已經是很了不起的發明了。
星期六﹐10﹕30起來﹐放了貓出來﹐然後躺在沙發上吸煙。
感覺有點冷﹐打了半小時鼓。
餵貓﹐然後開始打掃。
然後﹐不知道怎麼樣就過了一天。
今天起來﹐賴到12點﹐然後去上班。
回家叫了一打蘿蔔糕的外買﹐只有蘿蔔糕還多少有點像樣啊。
不想寫下去了﹐因為沒有了主題。
又到了一個星期最糾結的時刻。
孤獨﹐無奈﹐傷感﹐不安。
哦﹐被告知寄過來的東西要交很厲害的一筆稅﹐搬家都還砍一刀﹐真不讓人活了==
再被告知家裡兩個房客都不能租下去﹐真是雪上加霜啊。
然後AUD還在繼續的漲。
考慮哪天把左邊的腎賣掉好了。
October 22 Middle of the week...世界上沒有過不了的坎。
我一向這樣認為。
熬過了射手的黑暗一周。
在那5條莫名其妙的DTDF亂帳消失的剎那﹐我感覺到了上帝的存在。
雖然加班到10點﹐卻少了過去一周的顧慮。
堆積的事情慢慢的減少了﹐桌子裡面以無規律多邊形排列的文件也終于被新來的INTERN清理乾淨了。
今天同事說﹐我最大的問題是比較懶﹐很有道理。對於複雜的事﹐我喜歡留到最後。
開始覺得﹐一天時間還真短﹐9﹕30上班﹐一轉眼就會到12點。吃飯﹐轉轉就1﹕30﹐還沒搞清楚狀況的時候就過6點了。
昨天打發走了以守株待兔戰術(LITERALLY)把我徹底耗垮的KPMG。
今天解決了50多條堆積一個星期的DTD帳。
然後﹐用30分鐘時間解決了上個月用了一整天的PROOFING。
還是繼續凸槌﹐繼續搞不清楚狀況﹐但開始有點方向感了。
還有時間填表﹐然後寄出去辦理清關手續。
PENDING的事情﹐
1. 報銷﹐來了3個月﹐一份報銷都沒處理﹐遞上去的被退回來。這個星期結束前要全部解決。
2. 把這個月GCG唯一一條莫名其妙的帳清理掉。
3. 申請ID﹐解決申請申請ID的ID的問題。
4. 把NOSTRO上面那個跳了一個多星期的帳解決。
能夠適應節奏以後﹐又開始被人與人之間的事情困擾。
一直很搞不懂這個老闆。接觸多了發現﹐他確實懂得很多很多﹐算是這個銀行裡面少見的能徹底了解整個銀行運作的人。
平時一直做義工﹐周六教書﹐周日去荒島的孤兒院﹐老人院。沒來中國工作前就已經這樣﹐來了中國後更加變本加厲。還去蒙古幫孩子們蓋了一間小學。
每天8點前上班(具體我也不知道﹐反正沒人比他早)﹐最近留到8-10點下班。
他對我態度一直很好﹐他對其他人態度也都一直很好。有時會很情緒化﹐但怎麼說都是一個很和藹的人。
八卦﹐息事寧人﹐節省﹐魔羯。
他的想法一直沒辦法琢磨清楚。
因為工作繁忙﹐以及不管雙方還是我單方的猜疑和同事的意見﹐我們很少接觸。
似乎都在很努力的推測著﹐至少我是。
Either way, i'm fairly insecured.
There are too many voices going on at the same time,
We have talked alot more in recent few days in regards to a staff's resignation and new staff hiring.
Base on he's words, I'm slowly putting the puzzle together.
Oh well, as someone suggested we will go on a weekend get away organised by the union. Just me and him and miscelleneous people from other departments.
I suppose i'll get to know him alot more then.
After all the hype, it's time to get down to earth and think about what's ahead.
I need some backup plans, like always.
But for once, i think i can just wait for it to show up....
After all, it's great to live in a country with no personal information privacy....
天氣變冷了﹐要是我的東西下星期還不來﹐我週末就得開始穿工作服了。
早上起來前一個小時也會莫名其妙的冷起來。
還好房間悶得連空氣都沒多少﹐應該能過一個很愉快的冬天。
好了﹐寫完日記﹐睡覺了。 October 20 Late nightIt's late, i should be sleeping already.
I went to bed actually.
Realized i need to study a little so i got up.
I need to learn Pivot table.
It's been bothering me for a while now...
No one macros here, but everyone knows how to vlookup and use pivot table.
What the hell is a pivot table, i remember seeing it in information system 1001... that's like years ago... YEARS AGO!
I used to put microsoft office proficient in my resume.
I realized word is much more than just to type and print.
You need to know how to use table to be consider profficient in that.
Then i've discovered the art of excel, macro is simply best invention of the world...
I know you can spam mail in access, that's quite impressive, but for me that's the end of access...
Who would've through access can generate entries, calculate interest, generate mark to market report, break down everything into everyhing?
Access is like excel on steriods. Yes.
Not, i'm gonna learn it...
Just gonna appreciate it from a distance....
Like what i'm doing now...
Ok, i know how to use Pivot table now.... end of the story.... 忙﹐忙﹐忙﹐貓忙啊﹐忙啊﹐每天都有忙不完又不會做的事情。
身邊的人也很忙。
不忙的只剩下不會做的人﹐可是人家都辭職了。
所以﹐忙。
不會做﹐自己看以前留下來的﹐慢慢學。
錯了﹐再看﹐看了再錯﹐然後就差不多會了。
雖然最近浪費了很多時間﹐可是應該也就算學會了。
凸搥以後還是很樂觀啊。
明天還有一大堆(LITERALLY﹐都在桌子裡面)事情。
擔心了小貓一天﹐回家小貓還是很健康。就是沒怎麼吃東西。
而且還很暴躁的到處亂跑亂撞。
後來想想﹐乾脆把她關在籠子裡面。
結果居然就不鬧了﹐而且還在乖乖的吃東西。
看見小貓肯吃東西﹐我就放心了。
原來領養的人都沒給她名字﹐所以我也沒用﹐就直接叫玳瑁貓﹐反正她也不理我。
小貓還是很可愛的﹐一天都學會用封閉式廁所了。
好把﹐可以好好的發泄一下氾濫的愛心了。 October 19 忙﹐頹廢﹐貓﹐生活想起以前曾經很長時間用這個FORMAT的題目﹐所以現在繼續用。
FIRST﹐我很忙。真的忙。同事放假的放假﹐辭職的辭職﹐還有生孩子的﹐抽風的....
還有一群KPMG的人﹐一直在火上加油。
週五差不多11點下班﹐沒吃晚飯﹐回家吃了條SNICKER就睡了﹐餓得半死。
週六去領貓﹐感嘆一下﹐哪個地方都有好得莫名其妙的人。
一家三代﹐收養小貓﹐帶去除虫﹐絕育﹐然後一套STARTER KIT連貓送人。
還提供終身售後服務﹐隨時拿去寄養。
領了還一直打電話指導。
從她們家環境看﹐也沒有什麼錢﹐還能那麼熱心﹐不容易啊。
星期天乾脆沒出門。
一天賴在家裡﹐很頹廢﹐很舒服。
懶懶的﹐頭髮也不用梳﹐吃剩下的食物﹐看垃圾電視。
雖然有點浪費﹐但確實很休息。 October 16 星座﹐工作﹐貓﹐離別又被可怕的算準了一周。
排名末位的射手﹐嚴重不安心情﹐要靠實力來維持。
實力﹐我暫時沒有﹐所以﹐很難維持。
星期四開始生效的星座運程﹐本來打算來個徹底自我否認。
今天醒來﹐看到有人請病假的短信﹐真準得可怕啊。
奔波中時間過得很快﹐思考的機會不多﹐很多事情都完全不知道怎麼做而困惑得很。
下班前和一個快離開的同事聊天﹐她說﹐CITI的AGRESSIVE CULTURE是界內公認的。
有種上了賊船的感覺。
下午請了一個INTERN﹐三分鐘完成了INTERVIEW﹐不加考慮直接錄用﹐5分鐘來回介紹一圈以後﹐開始上班。然後就一天都沒機會再見他了.....
下午還見了KPMG來的AUDITOR﹐感覺BIG4的人果然全世界一樣﹐都那麼注重形象﹐好久沒從鏡子外見過穿西裝打領帶的人了。
下午百忙中聯絡了一下﹐週末去領養只貓回來。
以後就不會孤獨了。
是只玳瑁貓(什麼亂七八糟的種類名字)﹐本來想找只TABBY﹐不過據說一定很鬧﹐所以還是找了只老實的品種。感覺上像木頭貓的現實版。
不過因此﹐以後應該不會常出遠門﹐除非能找到人來幫我照顧一下。
會減少在家裡吸煙的次數吧。
真擔心冬天上海那麼冷﹐我又一整天不在家行不行﹐到時再看看有沒有什麼取暖的辦法吧。
最近身邊很多朋友家裡都有人離開﹐讓我很不知所措。
每次聽到﹐都沉默很久﹐不知道說什麼。
客套話﹐感覺很生疏﹐也沒什麼說下去的空間。
很想做些什麼﹐可是又什麼都做不了。
什麼都不說﹐又很冷漠。
這樣的事情10。1以來發生了四次。
本來以為會習慣﹐知道怎麼去安慰﹐可是四次都完全一樣的說了句﹐你沒事吧﹐就只能沉默了。
看來得上網找找這方面的處理方法= =。
PS 發現同事桌上有鬧鬧親筆寫的明信片......!!!!!! |
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