I was never a stable person.

 

My mind wander off into different directions when i'm busy. I think when i'm work. When shit happens, i smile and take it, when i go home, i spend time sort it out in my head.

 

I've went from extremely happy to annoyed, satisfy to depressed. Like what friend said, you always rush into things and became devoted into it, but once your out of it, you'll be gone forever. I wonder what will happen when you've lost interest with your job.

 

To be honest with you, i don't know. I never expect it to happen, this little idea starts to tickle in my head. 

 

Yes, i did promise the unit head that i'll be here for two years, well not like i have much choice at that time, and i dont even remember i said things like that. I mean you can't take interview conversation seriously now days, what happens in an interview, stays in an interview.

 

I was seriously pissed off for a few times over the past 3 months, feeling down, stressed, things starts to get bored. Yes, i can still pump up and automate my whole job, but there's just nothing new anymore. I've had it with people promising things but never change anything.

 

Then again, i'm just bitching. It's nice to see people actively looking for a job at work, but then again, i've recently format my computer, Microsoft Office is in a box somewhere behind me, i dont want to stand up, so before i have a running microsoft word, i can't exactly do much. Well, i think i'll procastinate another 2-3 months before i actually put something down on paper.

 

On a possitive note, i'm considering doing my CPA and move into accounting industry. 

Long time no blog, even thought about removing this whole thing.

 

Life is quite.

 

Spend the whole week looking forward to the weekend, spend the weekend to overcome the whole week.

 

Alright, let me get a few things out of my chest.

First, Boss vs Employee. Seriously, through the past half a year or so, i've witness a the roots of office politcs. After all, your wrong and your boss is right. They can do anything to you, and that's about it. All you can do, is do what your told and try to minimise the harm on your side. So, instead of getting the shits i just tell myself, if you can't even get through this, how you expect yourself to survive in the future.

 

Second, this world is seriously F#*Ked. It's cool for people to experience cannibalism, pedophiliac, necropheliac etc etc.. as long as they keep it in their head. Maybe a Muslim society would do the world some good after all. I was on the cab Thrusday night. The driver told me, he needs to go to court. Basically, he picked up a drunk guy, who told him that he raped he's own daughter. After realising it's actually real, the driver suggest the man to go kill himself. The guy seem offended and actually went to the police to report the driver for suicide encouragement. The driver went, and own it up, while telling the cops about the incest raping part, the daughter got in, confirmed it. Apparently she started been rape since she's 16, and she's now 21.

 

On the other hand, this friend is currently facing sexual haressment from work. I'm talking about DIRECT sexual haressment. If the guy wasn't in he's 60s, he would probably force it through.

 

What's wrong with this world?

 

Even the most politically incorrect person, me, start to question all these==.

 

On a brighter note, started to pick up guitar again.

 

I've decided to add a currently into section at the end of my blog, so that i could remember what kind of random taste i went through later on...

 

Music:

Skid Row - Youth Gone Wild, True classic 80s rock.

 

Lynard Skynard - Free Bird (brilliant song, from the movie Elizabeth Town, there's a whole scene on it too. Lynard Skynard is one of those bands that make you feel like your cruising on American Interstate Highway, being truely a free hippie.)

 

Radio Head - Ok Computer, this is a beautiful album, i think one of the best of radio head, amazing arrangement, totally unexpected combinations. However, i have nothing depress to go into anything minor.

 

Anime:

Hare Inochi Guu - It's not exactly an amazing manga, but GUU the character is extremely charismatic. You want to have her around, i guess i have this thing for slow talking people with a serious face and a serious choice of words in day to day conversation.

 

Movie:

Stanley Kurbrick - Clock work orange, Shinning, He's amazing..

 

Game:

Sky Force - Finally made through medium mode.

 

Coffee:

Tall Latte with 2 extra shots.

 

Gonna do my holiday shopping soon, need to be prepare for my trip. Hmmmmm, what do i need. Knife, 2 months of gym, cash, credit card, Boxing Training. Asia is such unsafe place==

 

 

Friday night, went for a drink with people at work. Conclusion, City is getting worse and worse. Feels like in a few years time, people's start burning things and start riot. So many street kids, ergh, feels like detriot, if you replace the black people with abos and drunk emos..

 

Saturday,  wemt to yum cha with Jason and friends. Booked my Ticket.

 

Sunday, woke up feeling dizzy and cold. Feels like a fever. Decide to cancel the reservation and stay in bed. End up watching Epic Movie and the Shining.

 

Epic Movie - Well, its shit. Its not exactly shit, i don't even know why i saw it, i guess all the stress from work just stop me from watching anything deeper than your fast food humour. I like the hip hop music in it tho, and it is fun after all to watch one of these movies and 'Get' every single movie they making fun of.

 

Shining - Brillian movie. Well, i mean classic horror films, i never exactly like exorcist, so i thought i'll be disappointed and classify this one as something "good for it's time" but a bit outdated. 

 

Seriously tho, the Shining is amazing. This movie deserve to survive in 2007 office as a internal joke== I love the music, watching it with surround sound seriously scared me. Above all, after watching the Shining from the Simpsons, the Shining from Kung Fu hustle, the Shining from Slipknot's Spid it Out and even recently 30 Second to Mars, it is so amazing to finally see the real thing.

 

On a brighter note, ive recently addicted to mobile gaming. It's probably gay and outdated. I mean i see people around playing these games years ago, and all i said was pffft who play games on mobile, but that airplane game is seriously addictive==

 

Another weekend, another week, starting all over again. Exactly 3 months to go. I better live up to it.

好久都沒有失眠了﹐在缺少睡眠時間的時候﹐往往能得到最好的休息﹐這就是造武者的偉大吧。

 

忽然有種很溫暖的感覺﹐為了一個想法。生活就是圍繞著細小的事物而開始的﹐既然能因為開錯一條路﹐或者打錯一個字而困擾﹐自然也可以因為一句話﹐一簍冬天早晨的陽光而感到幸福。

 

這就是人生。