Its been a while since a last post any self reflection.

 

First, i would like to apologise to majority of my friends with my "honest opinions". I can't help it, i'm not gonna stop it, but i do appreciate the fact that you guys actually put up with it.

 

Saw some picture of people i used to know, alot of memories. Come to think about it, i pissed alot of people off over the years and some people just walk away. I suppose i dont care about it that much, so i never bother to make contact (not that i would contact them anyway even if i care). So yeah.

 

I'm agnostic. I beleive in god. An annonymous god. I beleive that he/she/it have he's ways to make things happen. So placing a person so similar to me next to me obviously would help me understand myself alot better.

 

It's not a good feeling to realize how annoying i am. Almost frustrating.

 

I suppose this is the kind of people that eventually get their heads kicked in and learn or end up getting kill (according to manual).

 

But oh well, life goes on. Nothing is directed at me, i'm just a close observer. Too lazy to make an effort. Things will sort itself out overtime. Just hope there won't be much confrontation at the end of it.

 

I don't like confrontations. Especially when it happens around you.

 

Anyway, enough of this random blub, please dont ring me up tomorrow ask me what is this all about.

 

Move on to a positive note, I've dropped my wallet and it came back to me AGAIN.

 

Let me do a time line below to brief illustrate the background of my ever-returning wallet,

 

1. Dropped it at Jupiter Casino on a Monday night. Left it next to a Pokie Machine, in a "not exactly crowded but still quite populated" Casino. Didn't realised to about 3 hours later. Got back and find the wallet. No item missing.

 

2. Dropped it on a Cab. Got returned the next night, left on the door step. No item missing.

 

3. Dropped it on a Cab again. Got returned 6 hours later, approximately 3am in the morning by an indian driver. No item missing.

 

This time i've drop it apparently on the floor in the middle of the dodgy shopping centre accross the road. Filled with indians and miscellenous woggy old man. Got picked up and returned by the neighbour next door, 6 hours later. I MEAN SIX FUCKING HOURS LATER. Now can you imagine that for a second, a wallet with around 300 bucks cash inside and a big Prada logo lying on the ground of a dodgy shopping centre where people take fruit from the grocer as they walk by (Without paying); and bargain for prices.

 

This is an epiphany.

 

Should really consider quiting my job and walk the earth barefoot, like caine from Kung Fu.

 

今天终于耐不下母亲的威逼利诱看了部叫<<天道>>的连续剧。

 

虽然极度的推崇也没办法让我提起看一部二十多集电视剧的兴趣，可是因为是自己母亲，最后只好以看原著小说<<遥远的救世主>>妥协。

 

看了一半，实在觉得是一部很一般的消遣。

 

虽然很多佛经理论，可是基本的common sense无论以什么角度形式出现，最终也是没什么趣味的。

 

缺少了出其不意的震撼，留下的顶多是与作者看法的惺惺相惜。

 

过分的完美脱离了现实的落脚地让人无法融入故事的根本，只剩作者一个人愤世嫉俗的过时哲学独白，和酸酸的小资心态。

 

欠缺了点现实与联想间的距离感吧。

 

反到作为电视剧来说，看了二十分钟，感觉中国最近的电视剧终于能脱离出单一思想的阴影，处理和手法上也有很大的提高。

 

特别是细节方面，也开始不是盲目的随便取景，多了点含义，还算有点看头。

 

被个别团体给予很高的评价，呵呵，皇帝又得换套衣服了...

三更半夜睡不着，明天休息，起来继续看九把刀的小说。

 

昨天看完了<<少林寺第八铜人>>，感觉不错，感人有感人的地方，搞笑有搞笑的地方，一群莫名其妙的历史人物混在一起，挺有意思的。

 

今天开始看杀手系列。以前看了一些，因为新系列，所以兴趣不大。

 

很有电影味道的浪漫。

 

一个分成很多关于杀手的故事。每个人都有每个的风格，很像QUINTIN的电影。

 

刚刚看完来<<殺手歐陽盆栽，每件事都有它的代價>>被深深的打动了。

 

算是九把刀的超级经典之一吧。

 

一个不用枪不杀人的骗子杀手。

 

两段惨烈得美丽的爱情。

 

豪赌，包皮，道德间的纠缠....

 

很了不起的一本书呢。

What an one fuck of a week...

 

Been ridiculously busy.

 

Every little thing goes wrong.

 

Average 3-4 hour over time per night. Left even later than Mr Wong...

 

So, friday, the worse day of the year, no smoke after 8pm no lunch, not even anytime to eat meccas.

 

Top it off, Friday night finish at 12:30am, got ask to go have a drink with this filo head of operation==

 

Surrounded by a bunch of unit heads, dead tired sleepy and drunk, not a pleasant scene.

 

Got home, realized dad had health issue.

 

In fact, i've been getting up at 8am to make phone calls to the hospital for the past 3-4 days.

 

Quickly went through another 30 minutes of conversation with the hospital...

 

I dont know when i went to bed, but i got up around 7ish again arrange for dad to go for blood test.

 

End up having to send him to hospital.

 

One fuck of another week have started.

 

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If i survive, i'll stop eating Meccas for the rest of my life...

 

Had meccas for breakfast lunch and dinner for almost a week now...

 

Supersize me * Fast Food Nation...............

 

 

Long anticipated (Well not really) new album in stores today.

 

Went to Utopia a month ago once i found out that there's a new album.

 

Utopia diappeared! Replaced by Rebel Sport's 50% discount store!

 

Then i remebered, it moved to broadway. Hmmm... Disturbed.

 

Thought i'll get it after it came out so i wont have to make two trips through ordering and pickup, Surprisingly found a few of them in JB Hi Fi.

 

Been alot of Emos hanging around JB lately. All their store assistant were die hard emos or expired goths.

 

But have to say, since i last saw a Dir en grey CD lying on their shelf, they have impressed me once again.

 

I'll summarise my thoughts in points below,

 

1. This is not the best Opeth Album.

2. The first track is probably the worse song in the album. I don't mind accoustic songs, in fact <<Damnation>> sounded amazing, but an accoustic song with GAY scandenavian melodic major tune is just crap. But provided that they are Scandenavian and they are a progressive metal band, they probably Have no choice but to enter into this genre==..

3. Initially thought a bit boring, compare to the previous album, but after 2 clean listen and 1 high listen, realised it's not bad.

4. Like the new keyboard input. Mixing is brilliant. Feels like opera with heaps of surprises.

 

I bought the limited edition verson with some extra with a paper folded packaging. Really felt like a video game==. Opeth will never become a commercial band... Dont think they intend to either==

 

Bought a ticket to see them live in Septembner looking forward to it.

 

Don't feel too well again.

 

Bloody overtime + New system testing finish around 1.

 

Very very very lazy today.

 

Want to just lie there and not do anything.

 

Then i got bored.

 

So before i move out to drive somewhere, i took out ps3.

 

Every since it got it home, i've been playing the same old game for the past whole month.

 

Dynasty warrior 5. Now that all the characters are maxed out, and it's getting very boring.

 

I've also tried grand turismo 5.

 

Wasn't bad. Then again, if i want to drive, i'll drive my car instead... not much point playing on video game-_-'

 

Oh i recall trying this robot game as well.

 

It's boring regardless of how Jason highly recommanded it.

 

Well i dont like robot full stop.

So i move on to next game.

 

Jason and games theory, i hate games that are too hard. Since i'm extremely impatient. Only apply to human vs computer games. If it's human vs human, then it's a very different story.

 

Devil May Cry 4.

 

Never played any devil may cry before. Can only recognise the trade mark character.

 

Well have to say, the graphic is once agaim (#*$(# amazing.

 

Watching it more or less like a movie (since there are practically 1 cg cut in every 4-5 minutes).

 

Very realistic demons, and very horrific sound track.

 

Gonna play it a bit for now.