今天很累，昨晚加班加到最后一个离开。

 

起来，喝咖啡，吃牛角包。

 

最近开始回顾以前看过的书。

 

随意的看了一遍<<楼下的房客>>。

 

已经过了去六年了。

 

记得当时是在TELNET的都市论坛上看直播的。

 

结局时还一直感叹，这辈子应该很难看到更好的书了。

 

时过境迁。

 

一个人躺在沙发上。

 

呼吸着人性深处的可能性，感觉着尸体的冰凉。

 

一个愉快的周六下午。

Today, the war ended.

 

We won.

 

It might enter into a coldwar period.

 

But we won...

I should've be in bed.

 

But i can't sleep.

 

It's been like that lately.

 

Maybe it's the rain.

Or perhaps the flies in my room.

 

Oh, there's alot of flies in my room, all of a sudden. They came out of nowhere, massive ones too. I caught one with a tissue and it's got fine marks and lines all over it's greyish back. Never see anything like it before. They all hang around my room. Barely moves. Once every now and then i would stand up with a piano score holder (a flat piece of wood, smooth surface, currently used as mouse pad, considering i no longer habe a computer desk), open the door and literally smash them out. I suppose it's good exercise.

 

I rarely eat in my room. Vacuum once a week, clean up once a fortnight. Never keep dirty cloth inside. Why me? Wierdo flies as well.

 

Maybe it's the cigarret i smoke, or perhaps pot.

 

At least i knew that they were real. Unlike the rain noise in my head.

I know too much. Things i don't want to know, but should and have no choice but to find out. Now there's a glass wall between the truth and what's presented. I tried to smile, some pretends nothing happen, some don't even bother. It's been a slow year, with dead end on every corner. 2 years is comming up, what's next?

 

 

Paul left last night. After drinking some spanish alcoholic drink that taste like cordial but messes with your head faster than pot and a mouthful of Danny's "Not for sale, Government Official Use Only" Chinese old school hardcore spirit which apparently taste marvelous but to me just felt like pure alcohol (Considering it's like 60% alcohol anyway), Paul left.

 

Final words he said was...

 

Fuck is fuck, that's the fuck, it's fuck, so fuck, yeah... fuck.

 

And i waved him goodbye.

 

It's one hell of a memoriable line, very emotional spoken.

 

We'll meet again, one day.

 

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On a brighter note, Anita's visa is approved.

 

She will be arriving around early July.

 

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Anyway, i'll go back to sleep now.

PS - Buddy, I dug up this book you leant me long long time ago. Probably sometime last year. Mr B Gone. It's a fun read. Nothing too fansy or dramatic, just everyday life. Exactly what i need. Thanks!

Got to work 20 minutes late.

 

Bump into the asian pacific head in the elevator, awkward 15 seconds of nothing to talk about -_-'.

 

Sat down, got a phone call from unit head. Then an email from department head.

 

Then!

 

Helen rang.

 

Bloody helen always ring up first thing in the morning.

 

Apparently, Citi intranet have a section that you can make donation to the sichuan relief.

 

I turn and ask Stuart, he said, "Citi's fucked. "

 

I turn to Eugene, "I don't think it's a good idea."

 

I turn to Manuel, well i turn back because i remember the Enron video he lend me, with Citi group in it==

 

Bahh, Citi is a bloody dodgy bank, gonna stick with redcross.

 

PS "Citi never sleeps" < "Dream ^ Reality - Lets get it done"

Indian CEO can't pick a good slogan==

First of all, i so glad that nothing happen to moon and her family.

 

Been in depression for past 2 days over the disaster happened in china. The worse part is that, apart from donation, there's nothing i can do.

 

Starting to realised that i am quited racist==, considering the fact that i never take other country's stuff seriously.. MM..

 

Got a PS3 off jason. Been playing dynasty warrior for the past 2 weeks. It's addictive. Especially when u habe a 46" LCD screen. PS3's got amazing grahic. Still remember spending a week  playing Dynasty warrior 1 on my playstation. About 2 weeks on my cousin's PS2 for dynsty warrior 3, now i'm playing the 6th sequal. Watching historical chinese figures in computer graphic talking japanese... quite amusing... would be worse if i got the english version-_-'..

 

Been catching up on a few comics i'm reading as well. Thoughts are as below,

 

Bleach

Too dam many characters, the battle's taking forever. You want someone to get kill, or get beat up or whatever. The main character is annoying. Ever notice HOW FREAKIN short each chapter is?! It's about 4 pages shorter than all other comics. The story progresses in EXTREME slow motion. Abive all, miss the dad, he never show up for a long time.

 

Hajime no Ippo

Still fun. Boxing is boxing, indepth character. Got alot of points accross. Gets a bit repetitive after been around for almost 30 years, definitely one of the LONGEST comic around.

 

One Peace

The latest bad guy, shadowy thing, didn't have a decent story. The new member is cool, but not as good as the old ones. All he's crew died and he's sailing alone... not a very sad story compare to franky, nami, chopper, robin.. infect everyone else on the boat. Interesting to find out about zoro's dad. still LOVE luffy!

 

Ito Junji

I remember reading he's work at year 11 summer. Went to City everyday to read comic back then. Since internet was dail up, and no one thought about upload comics to the net. Like he's stuff alot, well partly coz it's got so many words so it takes more than a hour to finish one. (Same with GTO).

 

Read << the sound from hell>>. The story is same old standard. Particular like the story call <<Oil>>. It's TOTALLY disgusting. Still have the picture in my head right now.

 

Mmm life goes on...